Coming back, after a long time

I have come back here after a long time.  I don't like it.  This is my place, this is where I find solace.  I really want to spend a lot more time here.  But life!  It takes over.  It overwhelms you.  I get so busy in little things...and for days at end.  I lose the bigger picture.  But then something happens and I realize I need to do more writing.  I am afraid of posting un-edited writing pieces too.  But I guess blogs are meant to just express free thoughts, without worrying about the approved way of spellings and grammar.  There is definitely freedom in just pouring out your thoughts.